Tom you write wonderfully. I’m not a techy at all. I’m emotional and a so called “artistic” person. Thank you for addressing your vulnerability. I’m married to someone who rarely expresses his emotions and the result is that he doesn’t get a whole lot of support. I have learned over the years that expressing yourself is good. You have a good friend in Indigo O’Doyal. I’m sending you empathy and support. It’s important when you are going through a hard time to know that you are not alone. Sending love.